RANDOM WRITTING- TELL me what you think
One day I will wake up and realize that the things i were doing to be different, only made me normal and that the only way to not be normal was to actually just be myself.I called it the irony of a life and laughed it off. I then figured out that i was the one who was desroying me and taking me off my path, i was the on who hated me and was losing control, i knew i only had me to blame nad no one else and thats when the hurt settled in. thats when i began to cry and finally never pull myslef together, the only person who can save me is me and the only person weho can destroy me is me.............


First of I have some news for once: (lol) anyways:

1. I got my hair cut really short- i mean short. It use to go almost down to my butt!! Now it is only at the shoulders mabey even shorter.... its easier to take care of and change had to come around sooner or later nad why not start with choping of my hair?? I konw ppl at school are goin to notice, when i put it up the pony tail is very very short, but i guess i like it, kind of- im still getting use to it.... lol

2. My grades are still bad. Fianls forour school are in December meaning they arent that far away and i have given up bc the idea of all A's is impposible for now. I plan to try harder and then competely glad that after xmas we get to strat over at school so i get a second chacne... help i need to stop bein a lazy ass w/ school and well alot of stuff.... lol

3. Going up to famiy 2mer there about half and hour away. im stayin the nite there. I have no idea what it is going to be like.... lol i know that they have no comp.... lol

4. I still havent seen New Moon... lol. But ia reading a really good book caled cacthing fire- the first book called the hunger games i read that in lie 2 days... lol

5. and oh my aunt is coming on firday but ill see her saturday!! cant wait!!



Thats most of the news, not to exciting just felt like typing this out for some odd reason. Im so sad that soon ill be back in shcool- in like 3 days or so....